devotions and reflections

I have pondering on what to write next to this blog and then this subject just came out of my mind. Perhaps it just reflects who I am–unfaithful. How can I justify that? I know I don’t have to and I never can. No matter how I try to keep up my faith I always fail.

A few weeks ago I wrote about how God builds up our faith and I just have proven my observation true once again.

I remember this verse from Matthew 26:41 “Stay awake, and pray that you won’t be tempted. You want to do what’s right, but you’re weak.” I have practiced doubt and weakness and so they are strong I find it really hard to struggle against them anymore.

May God be with me all the time.